I just got a scanner, thats no where new, but new to me, and it breaks.

-sighs-
Is anyone reading this?
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I'm so traumatized. I've heard all my music so much lately, that I might be starting to despise it. But my boyfriend ruined me. I can't listen to just anything anymore. Tool grates on my nerves. HIM makes me want to puke. And I love VNV Nation to death, but death has come, and its either me or VNV. I pick VNV.

On another note, I've been greiving the loss of feeling as far as my dieties are concerned lately. I've been so numb. Not Witchy at all. [Yes, I'm a Bloodline Witch] Though I read something today on [link] that made me cry. I actually cried when I read it.

"If you take a copy of the Christian Bible and put it out in the wind and the rain, soon the paper on which the words are printed will disintegrate and the words will be gone. Our bible IS the wind and the rain." -Native American quote.

You see the text that made me cry, is one that reminds a person, that anything they seek, they won't be able to find unless it is within ones self.
Happyness, pleasure, freedom, forgiveness, love.
If you cannot provide these things for yourself, how can someone give them to you? I once wrote a poem entitled How do you heal the Unwilling" and it is much along the same lines.

This is life's true lesson to be learned, peace, and knowing thyself. As I am writing this, a chasm inside my soul breaks, and I look upon the dark moon with a smile. That was the lesson she had for me tonight.
Make myself feel what I need to feel. Find the Gods within myself.
Be at peace forever more.




-Thanks for listening.

-Justesse